The dip sucks. Why does it suck so much? It’s just a mental thing anyways. Am I so weak I can’t push through it? Have I amounted to anything worthwhile in this life? Then get through these dips. I don’t give a shit what you think. There are dips in everything. Reread that book and get through it. You decided to get here. Don’t quit like a wimp. I can get through this. You have literally 0 obligations this summer. So you can do it.