9:07am

5/24/20

#25

If this is the only live that we have, which it is, then what am I doing. What are we doing? There are so many quotes on this. I don’t know the origins. “People have two lives. The first stops after you realize you only have one.” “Live tomorrow like you’ve died today.” I’m only paraphrasing. Why do we choose to go through suffering if this is our only life? Why choose to be in that dead end job if you don’t like it? Because it’s going to be hard to find a new job that you like? But once you find that new job, you’ll be so much happier! right? Why do we have to go through dips to get what we want. Because in the dip we could easily count it as suffering and then quit. If I die tomorrow, I’ll be so upset. So am I going to start doing shit that I actually want to?

Kiubon